20091004

food for thought.

Okay blog, I think we've gone to the level where I can tell you now.

I'm going to Italy next semester.

Before you get overly excited there's a point I wanted to get across so I felt the need to tell you this in order to proceed to the next step. [We will jump for joy about Florence some other time, yes? Yes. It's a date.]

This thought came to me within an hour ago. I was thinking if I wore a sticker on my head that said 'I'm leaving for a whole semester abroad in Europe in only a couple months, take advantage of my amity' whether this statement will speed up current friendships. -Don't judge, it's solely an idea that will never be put into play. It's a ridiculous and overdramatic way to say how I'm feeling.- The surface-y conversation here and there is becoming monotonous. I want that feeling of knowing how that person is and them knowing my mannerisms as well. So THEN we can go out to the world and paint it any color we want. I have been thriving to find someone here that shares my need for spontaneity, to simply share a delivered pizza with at 11 o' clock at night, or to go on silly adventures in spite of the moment without hesitation. In other words, I suppose I'm just saying that I miss my BEST friends dearly. My brain is rather unfamiliar with the word 'homesickness', but the more I linger around the word the worst it gets. In other OTHER words, I must be praising how well my summer went. Because indeed it was the summer to end all summers. But enough of this sobby riff raff. God of Tucson, tell the brilliant ones to step forth because I do not have the patience.

On, a side note: I DO love the people I'm meeting though, there's some tremendous potential out there. And as for the art kids, I can't get enough of them. By the way, I'm tired of not using my camera on almost a day to day basis like I did in the summer, my sister is wearing down Niko more than I am.

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