So this phrase is now locked in my brain: commitment-phobic.
It's true, the thought kept dawning on me and I soon put the pieces together. Don't you love discovering a trait you carry and wonder why you didn't notice it before?
Now I know why I secretly get terrified while filling out a job application, or why too many relationships are solely temporary, or why my phases stay phases. Could this be THAT bad though? [naturally we justify of course] Is it a crime to be so addicted to change or is this a fear of.. bum bum bum..COMMITMENT. I wonder how some of my closest friends hold down jobs for almost two years, or maybe even longer, when we're just this young. Personally, I have the highest respect for them and refer to them as superhuman. But me? I can't settle, I can't handle settling. It's not my time to hold all this responsibility just yet.
So, let's play some catch me if you can, yes?
Haha I never realized you were afraid to commit to stuff lol. But I'm the same way! I couldn't see myself holding down a part time job for more than six months... tops. It'd just get boring lol. Liking change isn't necessarily a bad thing Dingding :] no worries mate!
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